I’ve sent brother to bed. Maybe he can grab an hour before going to work. I’m supposed to be the emotional one, but he’s realky upset. Apparently Mum kept saying .. “why are you doing this to me? Just take me out & shoot me”
When I came down, he was helping her with some water, I watched, but couldn’t see her swallow, then she started chocking. Im fearing the worst (swallowing now stopped), but hoping it was just a one off “going down the wrong way”.
For the first time in my life, my mum has warm hands .
She trying to tell me something, she still knows it’s me, saying “no Sam ..” as I try to guess what she wants
When I came down, he was helping her with some water, I watched, but couldn’t see her swallow, then she started chocking. Im fearing the worst (swallowing now stopped), but hoping it was just a one off “going down the wrong way”.
For the first time in my life, my mum has warm hands .
She trying to tell me something, she still knows it’s me, saying “no Sam ..” as I try to guess what she wants