I am so glad you will have a night 'off'! Hope you will be able to switch off and sleep (((hugs))).
Remember I've met you !! I know how much you care xI was thinking that I’m probably viewed as very cold & uncaring by the many people who have phoned, visited & helped with sorting everything in the last 48 hours. I teared up with one, but pulled back & got control again.
I rattle through the changes, the history, mums upset, but it’s unemotional. Just the facts. I know it’s how I can keep going, but there’s a voice in my head saying “how are you not crying, don’t you care?’
The lovely Irish priest said “it’s a good thing you are doing Sam”
The DN looked at me & said “I can see you are strong, holding it together, take time for you”
The Hospice guy gave me a bone squeezing hug
My brother hugged me
Poor Pooch is crying, lying by me with his teddy
All see right through my tough shell to the mess I really am.
As Mum watched her soap tonight, she said “this is my last soap” :-(
Sometimes ' the hardest sweets have the softest centres '
x
Remember I've met you !! I know how much you care x
Sometimes ' the hardest sweets have the softest centres '
Hugs from me x
I agree and you have a squishy soft centre Sam xxx
Nope. I’m a cold hearted moo person.