it’s Just gone a year since my OH moved into a CH. it’s a good home and he’s well looked after. But for some reason I’m back to square one and keep crying like I did when he first went in. I go to see him at least three times a week but I must admit by the time I get home, if not before, I’m in floods. Just seeing him now as he’s so much worse brings tears to my eyes and I struggle to remain cheerful and up beat while with him. After the first six months I did get better at coping but for some reason I’m as I said back to square one. Feeling very lonely and depressed. I know I shouldn’t complain as I no longer have to deal with his personal care and everything that goes with the Alzheimer’s but some times I wonder what’s the point anymore even though I know I have much to be thankful for and some wonderful memories of our previous life together. Sorry just needed to say something to someone.