I never had a wonderful relationship ,like my Children have with me with . my mother just never bonded we me .
I don't carry that child in me into my relationship I have with her now , because I am an adult with children of my own , understand that you can Love someone, but not like they ways.
Just that some parents don't bound with they children .
So what you don't know you can't miss , as in having a bound with my mother .
all I
understanding in bounding is from my Children .
So I can connect with my mother when she open to it ( but not in the way of bounding ) on good days when she lets me, or anyone else , its when the mood take her .
but I don't feel that connection to her as I once did. Does that make me a terrible daughter??
No , because you no you always love her .
If you don't mind me saying , its just that your grieving for the missing feeling that you use to feel from your mother .
but a connection always they it you let it happen xx