hi here again to let you all how i went at the doc's, well as you can guess not too well, the doc said i can either have sleeping tablets or ant- depressives? neither of these i wanted, in the end she gave me a piece of paper for anxiety and depression and said to fill it in if i ever felt worse than i already do and said to go back to see her.
Hmm not quite the support i needed, any way after a long thinking about mum and my robbing family, i finally decided to apply for receivership to save my mum and her finance, and started to think more positively, i feel like i had hit rock bottom and the only way was up, i know it wont be easy and there will plenty of more hard times ahead, but right now i am focusing on mum and my relationship at home as that has taken quite a battering also, its so easy to put whats important to you on the back burner when we are faced with these horrible deceases.
there is hope for us all.
love sue
Hmm not quite the support i needed, any way after a long thinking about mum and my robbing family, i finally decided to apply for receivership to save my mum and her finance, and started to think more positively, i feel like i had hit rock bottom and the only way was up, i know it wont be easy and there will plenty of more hard times ahead, but right now i am focusing on mum and my relationship at home as that has taken quite a battering also, its so easy to put whats important to you on the back burner when we are faced with these horrible deceases.
there is hope for us all.
love sue