Me again
long time no see then 2 posts in one day, sorry!
Where to begin....well I dont think my dad has very long to be with us now, as it is at the moment I am first port of call for the hospital if anything is to happen, or dad is showing signs of severe detriation.
I have a dilemma, I dont personally want to be in the room when dad passes away, I know it is more likely he will pass in his sleep when we arent there...and the thought of him being alone upsets me more than anything, BUT i still dont want to be there when it happens, if that makes sense...
I would rather have a phone call after, telling me dad has passes away.
I dont know what to do.....
It is difficult anyway because I have an 8 month baby who will not be left at night with anyone else, not even her daddy without becoming hysterical...but then it wont necessarily be at night will it?
I seem to be very preoccupied about when and how dad is going to pass away, is this normal?????
love Jane x
long time no see then 2 posts in one day, sorry!
Where to begin....well I dont think my dad has very long to be with us now, as it is at the moment I am first port of call for the hospital if anything is to happen, or dad is showing signs of severe detriation.
I have a dilemma, I dont personally want to be in the room when dad passes away, I know it is more likely he will pass in his sleep when we arent there...and the thought of him being alone upsets me more than anything, BUT i still dont want to be there when it happens, if that makes sense...
I would rather have a phone call after, telling me dad has passes away.
I dont know what to do.....
It is difficult anyway because I have an 8 month baby who will not be left at night with anyone else, not even her daddy without becoming hysterical...but then it wont necessarily be at night will it?
I seem to be very preoccupied about when and how dad is going to pass away, is this normal?????
love Jane x