I think I am going to flip. I'm crying, I feel bad I just had a go at Susan for following me everywhere, standing behind me ALL the time, when I'm shaving, looking at me, not saying anything, Follows me humbly in the garden, upstairs, everywhere. I can cope with doing everything, but just having her stare at me - even when we watch tv, she watches me.
I have had this for several weeks now. I received a letter in the post that has pi**** me off and made me angry, and I flipped - told her to go away, go and watch telly GO AWAY. It's giving me headache. (It's 'cos of the letter - I have never said anything to her before - it incensed me the letter.)
Susan is having a bad time. Told me she just wants to be with me, wishes she was "not here", hates being like "this". I can not understand why she cannot feed herself, dress, or clean her teeth or knows where the rooms are in the house but she knows what is happening to herself. I have found that giving her drinks using straws helps her and stops spillage. (tea, coffee, juice) I told the respite helper on Tuesday and she agreed when they went for a coffee. So now it's a straw all the time. But I feel awful. Just awful. Not signing on anymore today bye
I have had this for several weeks now. I received a letter in the post that has pi**** me off and made me angry, and I flipped - told her to go away, go and watch telly GO AWAY. It's giving me headache. (It's 'cos of the letter - I have never said anything to her before - it incensed me the letter.)
Susan is having a bad time. Told me she just wants to be with me, wishes she was "not here", hates being like "this". I can not understand why she cannot feed herself, dress, or clean her teeth or knows where the rooms are in the house but she knows what is happening to herself. I have found that giving her drinks using straws helps her and stops spillage. (tea, coffee, juice) I told the respite helper on Tuesday and she agreed when they went for a coffee. So now it's a straw all the time. But I feel awful. Just awful. Not signing on anymore today bye