Hello. I only joined TP yesterday, and have posted twice today. It is such a good website - very supportive. My Grandma is at the stage now where she continuously talks to herself, which has been bearable, although distressing. However now she refuses to talk to me when I go to see her, telling me to go away accusing me of trying to kill her. Now I know that this is the illness doing this, and not really her, but it is really hard to cope with, and I dont think I will ever get used to it. How do others manage with this part of the illness? Thanks.