If feel so ashamed of myself at the moment, I can't stop crying.
I took mum to the dentist today, and then to the shops but it was one of those days, mum was upset about everything and when I tried to give a solution she told me to "stop going at her".
She was also having problems with arthritis in her wrist but kept yelling out loud in pain around the shops which I am sure was not absolutely necessary.
When we got home (after losing and finding her purse, causing mayhem) i am sorry to say we had a bit of a row and she told me not to set foot in her house again and started crying.
I went home without saying goodbye as she said I was upsetting her by being there, I came home and just cried.
I know I should be more patient, I just didn't have it in me today, I hate myself.
Sometimes coping with this disease makes me feel life is not worth living, but I suppose it is much worse for mum.
My mum and dad do not get on and never really have, in fact they haven't spoken for weeks which makes things worse. My brother thinks mum is making this up and does not do anything to help, he just carries on as normal.
Sorry for the moan, I just feel awful today and now I haven't got a clue how to make things up to mum.
Paula
I took mum to the dentist today, and then to the shops but it was one of those days, mum was upset about everything and when I tried to give a solution she told me to "stop going at her".
She was also having problems with arthritis in her wrist but kept yelling out loud in pain around the shops which I am sure was not absolutely necessary.
When we got home (after losing and finding her purse, causing mayhem) i am sorry to say we had a bit of a row and she told me not to set foot in her house again and started crying.
I went home without saying goodbye as she said I was upsetting her by being there, I came home and just cried.
I know I should be more patient, I just didn't have it in me today, I hate myself.
Sometimes coping with this disease makes me feel life is not worth living, but I suppose it is much worse for mum.
My mum and dad do not get on and never really have, in fact they haven't spoken for weeks which makes things worse. My brother thinks mum is making this up and does not do anything to help, he just carries on as normal.
Sorry for the moan, I just feel awful today and now I haven't got a clue how to make things up to mum.
Paula