Im just getting insane, as always. Ive not have a talk in so much time. A 1 on 1 talk, online or in real. Im just used to this, but so much time without have a talk with someone, its like this everyday, just making conversations in my mind, imagining Im talking with someone, checking my email to see if someone have replied one my many messages i post in all the depression forums and groups ive posted, but 0 replies. Imagining what i would talk with someone about the strange situations i have to deal with my mother. If this against the rules of the forum sorry, I send a message to a mod but didnt have a reply.