As most of you that have kept up with me know, I was very close to my grandmother, and my grandparents were more like parents to me. Time seems to be marching on, but everything seems to be muddled and jumbled since July. People act like it's just a easy, simple part of life, and everyone seems to go on like not much has changed. But I don't understand that. I suppose I am not taking it as well. I really do miss my grandmother, and I feel so lost, confused and disconnected with everything. In a way, I even feel like I don't know who I am anymore. Like I've lost part of myself, when my grandmother died.
I spend a lot of time on Find A Grave; you can make memorials, grave registrations, and leave virtual flowers or tokens in memory of people on there. But most of the time I spend online anymore, I spend on there. Since grandma died, I have become very touchy, and I try to leave flowers/tokens for many, many people on there, because I don't want anyone forgotten. But most of these people I never knew. Is this normal? Is this unhealthy? Maybe I am losing it.
I spend a lot of time on Find A Grave; you can make memorials, grave registrations, and leave virtual flowers or tokens in memory of people on there. But most of the time I spend online anymore, I spend on there. Since grandma died, I have become very touchy, and I try to leave flowers/tokens for many, many people on there, because I don't want anyone forgotten. But most of these people I never knew. Is this normal? Is this unhealthy? Maybe I am losing it.