hi tina, its an awful situation you are in i fully understand, my mam was in hospital and showed similar behaviour to ken, she went into an emi home which we were pleased with, but she did not settle and they couldn,t cope. She had to go back to hospital for five months, all your posts ring so true to me i felt i had looked after mams every need for seven years then suddenly what i felt or knew just didn,t count for a single thing. But like yourself i was always there working away for mams interests. We were told mam couldn,t go back to the home and would need to go to an esme unit, we were devastated and tried to change this decision. We imagined the worst about the unit but were very wrong i am pleased to say, the staff are super, they are better trained to deal with mam, we take her out every day. It is still very upsetting situation to deal with because we don,t want our loved ones to be away from us but if the right place is found it makes it a little bearable. What i would want to know is if they think ken cannot go to emi what other options are available because staying in hospital indefinetly can,t be an option? sometimes its all so overwhelming, thinking of you.