Hi, apologies for another whinge but I've metaphorically hit the wall today. I won't bore you with all my background; you'll see from my other posts that I'm an only child of a PWD with whom I've always had a a difficult relationship. I'm not a live-in 24/7 carer but was supporting my mom as much as I could with shopping, paperwork, finances, laundry etc etc and late last year the demands became more and more with constant phone calls and demanding I go round to her. Anyway it became unmanageable and I reached my tipping point late Jan then early Feb she was rushed into hospital after a fall, water infection, low sodium, delirium.... she was eventually discharged to a community rehab hospital 4 weeks ago where she still is.
It's all happened so fast I can hardly keep up and although I see that I've achieved a fair amount in terms of arrangements and reading up on how to deal with her behaviour, I feel so fed up that everything falls to me. I don't have much close family nearby and those that are interested enough to enquire how things are, don't actually DO anything. In nearly 7 weeks my moms sister in law visited her once and her brother visited once. Apart from that it's just been me, and my husband at weekends when he could. I'm not wasting energy on this generally as I know I can't make other people do anything.
But yesterday we were told that a care home had visited mom to assess if they could meet her needs for a 4 week temp placement - they could, and they will be collecting her tomorrow. We were told it could be weeks! And the care home is only about 15 mins away so it could be a lot worse. It has a 'requires improvement' rating but the report isn't too bad. So now I'm feeling rushed into this next stage. It's happened earlier than expected, it sets the clock ticking for us finding somewhere more permanent where we'll be self funding, and I am so dreading the effects of the move on her - the 'I want to go home' loop and increased confusion along with agitation and aggression. I don't feel I've built myself up enough for it. And I'm feeling a bit worried that moving her away from the excellent rehab hospital means a lot of the support, which I've clearly come to rely on, will disappear and it'll be like starting over. I've tried talking to my husband this morning but he was not at all sympathetic and could barely tear his eyes away from his tablet during the conversation. Surely if some one close is upset and asking for help, you help them, or at least give them your attention. Anyway, that's by the by.
As well as the feelings of apprehension I'm in a dither about the practical stuff. As this is a temporary home, how much do I actually have to do? I was going to iron in and stick on name labels over the next week or so but the labels won't actually be delivered until in the week. Do I need to advise anyone about her moving yet? I think the GP covering the enhanced assessment bed (I.e. The care home) will take over while she's in there but should her own GP be involved? What else?
The social worker hasn't been in touch about the move yet, am assuming that will be tomorrow. Based on conversations so far I'm not filled with much hope that I'll get anything other than the bare minimum of 'support' so feel I have to compensate by trying to find out info myself.
Any pointers would be welcome. And as usual I've gone on a bit so many apologies. Thank you so much as always for the fantastic support on the Forum x
It's all happened so fast I can hardly keep up and although I see that I've achieved a fair amount in terms of arrangements and reading up on how to deal with her behaviour, I feel so fed up that everything falls to me. I don't have much close family nearby and those that are interested enough to enquire how things are, don't actually DO anything. In nearly 7 weeks my moms sister in law visited her once and her brother visited once. Apart from that it's just been me, and my husband at weekends when he could. I'm not wasting energy on this generally as I know I can't make other people do anything.
But yesterday we were told that a care home had visited mom to assess if they could meet her needs for a 4 week temp placement - they could, and they will be collecting her tomorrow. We were told it could be weeks! And the care home is only about 15 mins away so it could be a lot worse. It has a 'requires improvement' rating but the report isn't too bad. So now I'm feeling rushed into this next stage. It's happened earlier than expected, it sets the clock ticking for us finding somewhere more permanent where we'll be self funding, and I am so dreading the effects of the move on her - the 'I want to go home' loop and increased confusion along with agitation and aggression. I don't feel I've built myself up enough for it. And I'm feeling a bit worried that moving her away from the excellent rehab hospital means a lot of the support, which I've clearly come to rely on, will disappear and it'll be like starting over. I've tried talking to my husband this morning but he was not at all sympathetic and could barely tear his eyes away from his tablet during the conversation. Surely if some one close is upset and asking for help, you help them, or at least give them your attention. Anyway, that's by the by.
As well as the feelings of apprehension I'm in a dither about the practical stuff. As this is a temporary home, how much do I actually have to do? I was going to iron in and stick on name labels over the next week or so but the labels won't actually be delivered until in the week. Do I need to advise anyone about her moving yet? I think the GP covering the enhanced assessment bed (I.e. The care home) will take over while she's in there but should her own GP be involved? What else?
The social worker hasn't been in touch about the move yet, am assuming that will be tomorrow. Based on conversations so far I'm not filled with much hope that I'll get anything other than the bare minimum of 'support' so feel I have to compensate by trying to find out info myself.
Any pointers would be welcome. And as usual I've gone on a bit so many apologies. Thank you so much as always for the fantastic support on the Forum x