You may or may not have read my posts. My Nanna passed on the 2nd November. My mum and I had a falling out on Monday night and made up before she went on holiday on Tuesday morning. The funeral of my Nanna was going to be set for Wednesday 14th when my mum would be back. However my cousin has a work appointment that day so it was put off till 15th.
Anyway in my last post I was a bit angry because there was only going to be one family car and that did't include me in it although I have been the main family carer for my Nanna since she went into the home at the begining of this year and prior to that.
I have since learnt while my mum has been away that things have been planned behind our backs without us knowing. Plus I have learnt tonight that on the night I had the argument with my mum she spoke to my uncle and told him of how I was hurt that I was being pushed to the side after caring for my nanna.
Anyway his responce was, that I don't work so therefore it was up to me if I saw my Nanna or not and I am no better than any of the other grandchildren even my cousin who has only seen my Nanna 3 times this year after 15 years.
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh I text everyone today that was there at my Nanna's passing last week telling them that I was thinking of them. What a total idiot I am.
ok I don't work, that is because I have a 3 year old son with a cronci heart and lung condition. At the moment he has a chest infection which could be life threatening to him.
I loved my Nanna with all my heart and I love my son more than words can say. Maybe I'm just too nice to the wrong people I don't know. But I'v had enough hurt for now and don't really need anymore.
Take Care
Clare
Anyway in my last post I was a bit angry because there was only going to be one family car and that did't include me in it although I have been the main family carer for my Nanna since she went into the home at the begining of this year and prior to that.
I have since learnt while my mum has been away that things have been planned behind our backs without us knowing. Plus I have learnt tonight that on the night I had the argument with my mum she spoke to my uncle and told him of how I was hurt that I was being pushed to the side after caring for my nanna.
Anyway his responce was, that I don't work so therefore it was up to me if I saw my Nanna or not and I am no better than any of the other grandchildren even my cousin who has only seen my Nanna 3 times this year after 15 years.
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh I text everyone today that was there at my Nanna's passing last week telling them that I was thinking of them. What a total idiot I am.
ok I don't work, that is because I have a 3 year old son with a cronci heart and lung condition. At the moment he has a chest infection which could be life threatening to him.
I loved my Nanna with all my heart and I love my son more than words can say. Maybe I'm just too nice to the wrong people I don't know. But I'v had enough hurt for now and don't really need anymore.
Take Care
Clare
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