Hiya Cath59,
I care for my Mil (Mum in law) and the delusions are a massive part of our lives - from innocuous little things like she is convinced that has just been baking and she must get the cake out of the oven, through to delusions that are really difficult, like she is convinced that her son (my OH) is her husband - which leads to her saying and doing some very innapropriate things! I'd say that at the moment, the vast majority of what she says and does is based around some delusion or other. Wherever it is possible I distract, or I try to be non-committal, just mumbling anything that sounds like agreement. A lot of the time, that works pretty well, and she doesn't seem to get any more than momentarily and mildly agitated. But, we get the odd instances - thankfully rare at the moment - where the delusions are paranoid, she gets angry, disruptive and verbally very abusive. Often they are about her believing we have stolen something from her, or kidnapped her, or have been poisoning her, or that we or someone at day care has hit/hurt her. With delusions like that, and with the one involving her thinking she is her son's wife, not his mother, then distraction doesn't usually work, and agreement just feeds the belief and she gets more and more worked up, or (in the last instance) her behaviour becomes very innapropriate. We just have to be very firm with those, explain she is wrong, and then refuse to discus it - which is a lot easier said than done. But you can't reason with her, especially as she is very confrontational when this type of delusion strikes, and she will just argue and get even more agitated. We've also had periods where the delusions have been very frightening for her, and its been really hard to reassure her. Medication has helped to take the edge off all the delusions, in terms of reducing the severity and frequency, but nothing has ever stopped them completely
My partner's dementia(mixed Alzheimer's/vascular) was diagnosed following two episodes of acute "delirium". The first was triggered while we were away on holiday, by Tramadol (given for pain), however, my partner became suspicious, disorientated and withdrew from the group we travelled with. He had had previous short term memory problems and "finding words" difficulty. One year later, again on holiday, he had what appeared to be a transient ischaemic attack which was followed by very similar symptoms to the first delirium. This one was thought to be triggered by dehydration or "being out of his usual surroundings" Subsequent testing found no signs of a stroke/TIA and dementia was diagnosed. The diagnosis has not helped either of us come to terms with the difficulties. Until now, I guess I have been in denial, but reality has set in and I realise we have a long, long road to travel and it is going to be very difficult for us both. Where do all the wonderful people I have been reading about on the various forums get their patience, understanding and empathy from? I guess it can only come from inside me but currently I do not feel I have what it takes to be good carer. Do we learn as we go along? Can patience be learned with understanding? I have read a lot and it is very scary.
Hi Kateforce208,
I doubt there is a carer on TP that hasn't found it all really scary and doubted their ability to cope. I think we all just do our best, and learn both as we go along, and from the information and advice given by others on the forums. I know I get most of not only my information, but also emotional and mental support from others on TP, so please keep posting and asking questions - there will always be someone who can offer some support and advice xxxx