I would be grateful for any advice on how to deal with the inevitable questions, accusations and pleading that I know will await me when I visit mum for the first time in the CH. She went to respite care 10 days ago after becoming dehydrated after refusing to eat or drink, and collapsing on the floor early one morning. The staff have told her that the doctor wanted her to go there to be looked after and so I could have a rest. (I have been a full-time carer for about a year and have lived with her for many years). I had to take her there which was the hardest thing I have ever done but I realise now just how exhausted I had become. I phone the manager regularly and get good updates. Mum is gradually settling but continues to ask when she is going home. The staff seem very caring. The manager has asked me not to visit for 2-3 weeks as they fear it will upset her too much and knowing her as well as I do, I agree. To be honest, up until now, I have just not felt strong enough to deal with the stress of answering her questions and seeing her upset. I would be very grateful for any advice on how other carers have dealt with this situation.