My mum died, in a nursing home, on September 19. Death seemed to come quite quickly at the end. She broke her hip in August and had an operation to get that pinned, but seemed to come round pretty well initially; I had to visit nearly every day she was in hospital to make sure she ate as the staff were really stretched, but she was having some relatively lucid days. Then she went back to her care home, was bed bound as there was no way she could mobilise, and went downhill fast. My siblings and I were at our wit's end, so I called out the Admiral Nurse and he was really helpful. I did most of the funeral organisation and my sister and brothers are dealing with the financial stuff.
I'm posting today because I'm getting increasingly anxious and upset. I want to cry, but then feel like I can't breathe because the lump in my chest moves up into my throat. I wasn't that bad straight after mum died, and around the funeral (which was two weeks ago).
Things are really busy at work but I'm struggling to stay on top of things, and my boss is also incredibly busy so I feel really bad that I'm adding to her stress and workload. I'm getting to the point where I feel like I should leave my job and find something easier as I've no idea how long this will go on for. Any suggestions? I have sent a message to a counsellor I've worked with before.
I'm posting today because I'm getting increasingly anxious and upset. I want to cry, but then feel like I can't breathe because the lump in my chest moves up into my throat. I wasn't that bad straight after mum died, and around the funeral (which was two weeks ago).
Things are really busy at work but I'm struggling to stay on top of things, and my boss is also incredibly busy so I feel really bad that I'm adding to her stress and workload. I'm getting to the point where I feel like I should leave my job and find something easier as I've no idea how long this will go on for. Any suggestions? I have sent a message to a counsellor I've worked with before.