I really hope that you will not need that visit to your Mum in these current times in those circumstances. I agree with the others that you made the best decision at the time to keep your Mum safe and well cared for. Your love for your Mum shines through on all of your posts. Just feel for you so much when you are obviously so concerned about your Mum and doing such a fantastic job for the rest of us ‘non key workers’
Stay safe
Stay safe