well to day for some reason im really upset not sure why ,its just being on my own every thing seems to point to the fact hubby isnt here, i saw him yesterday and he was fine after a fall Friday night and cutting his head open resulting in a trip to hospital to have it stitched, so not sure why today should be any different. its just a down in the dumps day which we all get so will mop up the tears and carry on. thanks for listening