Just watching a film and there was a scene between mother and daughter and have just been bawling my eyes out as I miss my Mum. She's still here but in the advanced stages and it doesn't feel like she's my Mum any more. It's like she's just this person I visit and help and at times get annoyed with. I don't know what's come over me but just seeing a "normal" mother/daughter scene has really upset me. I miss being able to have a conversation with her, talking about things in our lives, picking up the telephone to ask her a question about something. It's like she's gone, but still here at the same time. I guess sometimes feelings come over us and you realise you may not be dealing with it as well as you thought