Hi to everyone out there on this forum.
My Dad has vascular dementia, vascular Parkinson's disease and advanced prostate cancer. We lost Mum to cancer in 2005. Dad wasn't too bad initially but over the pays year or so his condition has deteriorated such that in March of this year, my partner and I moved in with him. The idea was to provide support and to keep him safe, living independently at home for as long as possible. However since we've moved in, I've been shocked at how poor Dads health is .... Or is it that he's becoming lazy and just relying on us?
By way of background my partner was involved in a serious road traffic accident three years ago. He underwent major spinal surgery which has left him with a chronic open wound in his back. In May of this year he suffered a breakdown and tried to kill himself by getting drunk and crashing his car into a lamppost. As a result he's now been banned from driving and his employers are considering whether they can redeploy him, although he's been unable to work since his accident.
I work full time as a litigation lawyer. My partner is at home all day. My job is stressful, worrying about my partner is stressful and I also have Dad to worry about. It's exhausting! I dread going home as I never know what mood my partners going to be in or how coherent Dad will be.
I was always a Daddy's girl. He'd do anything for me and vice verse. Sadly the person I now see isn't my Dad. This disease has robbed him of his personality, his confidence and everything he used to be.
He wants me with him all the time. We don't get a break and when we do go out without him, he shouts and swears at me which is obviously really upsetting and spoils the night for me.
He demands that things are done immediately and shouts if they're not. He doesn't (or is unable to) follow simple instructions. He doesn't say please or thank you.
It's a thankless task and on bad days I really do resent him but then I feel guilty as I know it's not his fault. I've been told to live my life as well as I'll be no use to Dad if I'm poorly. But that's easier said than done isn't it? Faced with a barrage of abuse for wanting my own space, it's much easier just to give in.
As a result of my partners breakdown and Dads illness I recently had three weeks off work due to depression. I was back at work for a week and was then admitted to hospital with kidney stones. And who did I worry about during that time? Not me that's for sure!
I need to get Dad into some kind of day care centre, just once or twice a week and hopefully also get some form of weekend respite care just so that I can recharge my batteries. I've been waiting for social services and his CPN to get some information to me .... But still I wait.
Any advice or tips would be most appreciated....
Thanks
My Dad has vascular dementia, vascular Parkinson's disease and advanced prostate cancer. We lost Mum to cancer in 2005. Dad wasn't too bad initially but over the pays year or so his condition has deteriorated such that in March of this year, my partner and I moved in with him. The idea was to provide support and to keep him safe, living independently at home for as long as possible. However since we've moved in, I've been shocked at how poor Dads health is .... Or is it that he's becoming lazy and just relying on us?
By way of background my partner was involved in a serious road traffic accident three years ago. He underwent major spinal surgery which has left him with a chronic open wound in his back. In May of this year he suffered a breakdown and tried to kill himself by getting drunk and crashing his car into a lamppost. As a result he's now been banned from driving and his employers are considering whether they can redeploy him, although he's been unable to work since his accident.
I work full time as a litigation lawyer. My partner is at home all day. My job is stressful, worrying about my partner is stressful and I also have Dad to worry about. It's exhausting! I dread going home as I never know what mood my partners going to be in or how coherent Dad will be.
I was always a Daddy's girl. He'd do anything for me and vice verse. Sadly the person I now see isn't my Dad. This disease has robbed him of his personality, his confidence and everything he used to be.
He wants me with him all the time. We don't get a break and when we do go out without him, he shouts and swears at me which is obviously really upsetting and spoils the night for me.
He demands that things are done immediately and shouts if they're not. He doesn't (or is unable to) follow simple instructions. He doesn't say please or thank you.
It's a thankless task and on bad days I really do resent him but then I feel guilty as I know it's not his fault. I've been told to live my life as well as I'll be no use to Dad if I'm poorly. But that's easier said than done isn't it? Faced with a barrage of abuse for wanting my own space, it's much easier just to give in.
As a result of my partners breakdown and Dads illness I recently had three weeks off work due to depression. I was back at work for a week and was then admitted to hospital with kidney stones. And who did I worry about during that time? Not me that's for sure!
I need to get Dad into some kind of day care centre, just once or twice a week and hopefully also get some form of weekend respite care just so that I can recharge my batteries. I've been waiting for social services and his CPN to get some information to me .... But still I wait.
Any advice or tips would be most appreciated....
Thanks