Is it wrong to wish for the death of someone you love so much?
Poor grandad was taken to hospital this morning with bubbling lungs, very new and unexpected symptom!! He'd been in bed for a week with a pressure sore but he couldn't breathe this morning when I arrived. They've diagnosed a chest infection and sepsis and when I left this evening his breathing had improved a lot, but he has no quality of life. He is in bed barely eats or drinks, become increasingly rigid and its one problem after another.
We haven't had a pallative care team in yet but it's such a difficult situation. I am very pragmatic and would very much like to see an end to his suffering but poor nanny and mum I think it's an inate instinct to preserve life, nanny keeps talking about getting him out of bed and back in his chair.
We see it coming but it's still a shock.
Can I hope he passes in his sleep tonight? I get the feeling I have a few more months of this hell
Poor grandad was taken to hospital this morning with bubbling lungs, very new and unexpected symptom!! He'd been in bed for a week with a pressure sore but he couldn't breathe this morning when I arrived. They've diagnosed a chest infection and sepsis and when I left this evening his breathing had improved a lot, but he has no quality of life. He is in bed barely eats or drinks, become increasingly rigid and its one problem after another.
We haven't had a pallative care team in yet but it's such a difficult situation. I am very pragmatic and would very much like to see an end to his suffering but poor nanny and mum I think it's an inate instinct to preserve life, nanny keeps talking about getting him out of bed and back in his chair.
We see it coming but it's still a shock.
Can I hope he passes in his sleep tonight? I get the feeling I have a few more months of this hell