I think i need some reassurance that im not being mean by not having mum to live with us. she really shouted at me yesterday and said she wanted to live with a family(she means mine). there are lots of reasons why this doesnt seem possible(my husband is not in good health,im out at work ,we have lots of stairs and no downstairs loo etc).I think it would undermine my mental health as my brother and i had a dreadful childhood and lived in what amounted to a slum and have worked to have decent homes. her constant need for attention ,even then,made us leave home as soon as poss. just to be able to do our homework or wash our hair undisturbed.even though i know having her here would be awful i still feel very bad about it. she never looked after her own aged mum or even babysat for my children for one day. i feel guilty and resentful all at once. am i being selfish? I just feel like crying after her rant . now i am ranting so apologies. although we visit her a lot its never enough for her. Now i feel like a selfish nasty person. How to overcome it and do whats best?