Travelling back to Newcastle on a train from Carlisle. Knew that trying to go on a little break away with friends was a mistake given dad's condition over the last week.
He's losing his battle and with all my heart I really want him to stop fighting. He needs to be at peace now. This Alzheimer's existence is no life. That makes me sound bad I know but my intelligent wonderful gentleman of a dad is no more and what we have is a someone experiencing a living hell.
His care home is wonderful and I know they are doing everything they can for him but if there is a God up there please take my dad and let him be at peace.
Need to stop typing this now can't see for tears.
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He's losing his battle and with all my heart I really want him to stop fighting. He needs to be at peace now. This Alzheimer's existence is no life. That makes me sound bad I know but my intelligent wonderful gentleman of a dad is no more and what we have is a someone experiencing a living hell.
His care home is wonderful and I know they are doing everything they can for him but if there is a God up there please take my dad and let him be at peace.
Need to stop typing this now can't see for tears.
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