don,t know if I'll ever feel normal again.
Dear Bridges,
I don't know if you ever do feel normal again, but from my own experiences, having lost both parents, you may find a new normal which will bring you peace. As long as you know it will take a while, and not to have too many expectations, I believe a time will come where you will enjoy your memories.
I'm sad to say, you have to overcome the pain first. Pain at seeing a photo, pain at remembering the latter years, and it is real pain. It actually hurts. But I really have confidence that we can all move towards our new normal. The sun will always rise and set, and there will be life going on all around us, and as each day passes, you will slowly, very slowly, feel the love of your parents and your brother and all that they meant to you fill your heart and urge you to live too.
Our family contribute to who we are and what they helped create in us will carry us, when they are gone. Look forward to the time the person they made can smile when they think back to before... That time will come, but it takes a while to find it. xxx