Hi just looking for more advice. My Dad who is 80 cares for my Mum vascular dementia, she still has lucid moments but Dad does everything for them both with my help, he has carers in for two half hour visits a week to help mum shower. He used to be adamant that he wasnt going to put her in a care home but is now struggling to cope and is often in tears saying he cant do it anymore, its the constant wanting to go home even though she is home and asking him who he is and what he is doing there that really gets to him. He also has his own health problems, struggles with mobility. He now wants to put Mum in a permanent care home, hes already had her in emergency respite a couple of weeks ago but two days after she came back he is on his knees again. I phoned sw yesterday and asked for this to happen and he says there is not much chance of it as they dont feel she is bad enough and Dad only has the two mornings a week help, they would want to increase help before considering permanent care for her. I dont understand this do the 3 days a week that I help him not count? Extra care worker help is not going to change what he is up against, she is sundowning from 3pm till they go to bed at 10pm then she is up getting dressed at 1am and it all starts again even though she is on temazepam. sw said if they were self funding it wouldnt be a problem, but there is not enough money for everyone to be put into carehome. I feel helpless as I can see my Dad struggling with this and yesterday he said he wanted to die! as he has no life. The only thing I can see that I can do is change places with him but then I would lose my marriage, oh is very understanding but would not put up with that. and anyway the last time I stayed with her overnight while dad was in hospital, she nearly went for me cos she didnt know who I was, so I really dont want to put myself in that position, but I worry that as she doesnt always know dad she may get violent with him, not happened so far. I did say all this to sw but didnt cut any ice. He is going to assess Mum and Dad on Thursday, but said not to hold out much hope.sorry this is such a long post.