dementia
my heart goes out to all who are careres for there loved ones with dementia it truely is a very sad thing to have to go through, i have never felt so sad in my life and dementia is the cruelest thing ever, the last time i wrote was in dec 2012 up until my mum has deteriated, constantly on her feet all day and night to, she is 72 and is weak and nearly falls all the timei have to constantly watch her, my blood pressure is sky high, thankfully her anxieties have lessened due to antidepressants, she hardly sleeps, she cant form a sentence, goes to speak and its all muddled up, she thinks im in the telly she calls me mum, but im her daughter and ses ok mummy when i tell her to do things to encourage her, she doesnt even realise what going to the toilet is, or what to do with her medication she puts it into her drinks, its heart breaking i truely believe the doctors side want rid of people like my mum, theres no help no medication, it makes me laugh because my mum needs diazipan of an evening but the doctors say she cant continue on them as they are addictive,,,,,,,,,halo shes got dementia shes dying why cant she have these tablets, theres definetly not enough being done, i think if it was one of there family members it would be a different matter, she cant read or rite, she cant remember anything, and has no understanding at all, i have heard people with this desease in care homes take a tablet of an evening for dementia, but when you tell doctors, they just say it wont work, i told my doctors a few things i have seen on the net and she said dont believe everything what you see on the internet, i have noticed also that she is having toilet probs as well and now i have to put pads on her, wich is realy freightning because i feel as if her organs are slowly going or the brain is going worse, she asks for her mum all the time or sometimes thinks im her mum, i took my mum in the car last night for a little drive and we sat out side the shop and just out the blue she said theres our berny, her brother i said no its not berny mum and she cried, i was sobbing but had to turn away, sorry to go on but thankyou for this site just think if we had no one to talk to at all, sometimes i think im going to crack its scarey,x