Hi all,
I have not been on here for a couple of weeks. I have been thinking about you all but i just have not done a lot to report. Have looked now and again.
I decided to put my christmas decorations up today. Maxine came over yesterday after she finished work and got the boxes out of the loft for me. I have friends coming for a meal next thursday and will not see them again before christmas so am going to make it a bit special. I thought i was coping really well until i came to the tree. Bryan used to put it together and put the lights on, then i would decorate it. I know i did it last year without him but it seemed harder this time for some reason. Not really pleased with the way the lights are situated but it is too late now.
I went up to Bryans grave this morning and had to bring the vase back home with frozen dead flowers in it. I will go back up again in a day or two with fresh ones.
I saw Spencer again last weekend which was lovely. Apparently they put their decorations up today too. Also had christmas music on. I could not manage to listen to them i am afraid. I do really love it but at the moment the thought of that was just too much.
Love and hugs Muriel xx
I have not been on here for a couple of weeks. I have been thinking about you all but i just have not done a lot to report. Have looked now and again.
I decided to put my christmas decorations up today. Maxine came over yesterday after she finished work and got the boxes out of the loft for me. I have friends coming for a meal next thursday and will not see them again before christmas so am going to make it a bit special. I thought i was coping really well until i came to the tree. Bryan used to put it together and put the lights on, then i would decorate it. I know i did it last year without him but it seemed harder this time for some reason. Not really pleased with the way the lights are situated but it is too late now.
I went up to Bryans grave this morning and had to bring the vase back home with frozen dead flowers in it. I will go back up again in a day or two with fresh ones.
I saw Spencer again last weekend which was lovely. Apparently they put their decorations up today too. Also had christmas music on. I could not manage to listen to them i am afraid. I do really love it but at the moment the thought of that was just too much.
Love and hugs Muriel xx