Sarah, I am utterly useless and missed this thread about Lucy. I'm so sorry that she has gone, but what a comfort to her to have her friends and daughter with her; the people she loved best and who loved her back.
You sound as though you are doing a lot to occupy your mind, please try and relax and take care of yourself, you are very special to us. Forget the weeding, ironing and hard work and just take some photos xxx