Hi Michael,
Last year when both my mum and husband were diagnosed with dementia within weeks of each other, someone asked me how I felt. My reply was that I wanted to 'run away screaming'. I knew roughly what was ahead as my mum in law had suffered with Alzheimers for 5 years before her death. You sum my feelings up quite brilliantly - the knowledge that you are caught wriggling on a barb unable to escape, yet bitterly resentful of society's expectations of you. I'm on the 'gentle slope' at the moment, still able to escape to work and to walk the dog but I'm so scared of being trapped - all I can hear for the future is the sound of doors slamming. I just want to howl - 'I'm only 49 - don't take my life away too'. Maybe that sounds pathetic - life isn't fair after all - but I need to say it once in a while.
Please let us know when/if your piece is published - it should be sent to every politician,GP,consultant, social worker. Well done.
Harriet
Thank you for starting this thread
Last year when both my mum and husband were diagnosed with dementia within weeks of each other, someone asked me how I felt. My reply was that I wanted to 'run away screaming'. I knew roughly what was ahead as my mum in law had suffered with Alzheimers for 5 years before her death. You sum my feelings up quite brilliantly - the knowledge that you are caught wriggling on a barb unable to escape, yet bitterly resentful of society's expectations of you. I'm on the 'gentle slope' at the moment, still able to escape to work and to walk the dog but I'm so scared of being trapped - all I can hear for the future is the sound of doors slamming. I just want to howl - 'I'm only 49 - don't take my life away too'. Maybe that sounds pathetic - life isn't fair after all - but I need to say it once in a while.
Please let us know when/if your piece is published - it should be sent to every politician,GP,consultant, social worker. Well done.
Harriet
Thank you for starting this thread