Hi everyone
First of all i'd like to say
thank you to everyone who replied and for the huge amount of pm's too..............i really don't know what to say.........and its not very often that i'm lost for words
I must admit that ........as much as i'd like to, i can't always live up to being strong........i certainly don't feel it at the moment, but your replies brought to mind a saying about friends:
I'm not strong
She's not strong
But together.......my friend and i
Make the strongest force
In the known universe
and thats why i know i'm gonna be o.k.
Secondly........in some of the replies and pm's the word 'shocked' was used...........i'm not very good at saying what i mean to say.........so my
sincere apologies..........i really didn't mean to shock anyone........maybe its because i've had a few weeks to get used to the idea and therefore it didn't seem shocking to me .......and also...........as jennifer rightly said..........when your faced with something like this, you do need to prepare for whatever, good or bad (thats all i've done for the last two weeks, is make sure that everything is in order)...........i'm not saying that anything bad is going to happen............i'm sure everything is going to be fine.........but... it was just incase............oh god, i'm not doing very well here am i?............i hope you know what i mean................i just needed to say thank you..........that was all........sorry again.
Many, many thanks for your support............you really don't know what it means.
Good luck with your op Sarah x
Lots of love
Alex x