It is hard when the love of your life is diagnosed with early onset dementia, you honestly do feel lost/perhaps wrong decision. I know I have become over protective and we only go out together, as am afraid my husband will forget which way to return home. Too much information to read causes concerns for the future and what might happen, it might not. Learn to adapt, which in itself is difficult as I sometimes find myself becoming 'an old nag' reminding that things should be done this way and that. Have now given up and bite my lip. The important thing is to try and be outwardly happy, although inwardly upset, as emotions are noticed more than you realise. Always remember that hug and cuddle, they are still the same person you married, and love. My husband doesn't understand what all the fuss is about and thankfully, can become unaware of why I am fussing, which I am grateful for. A group in our area meet once a month to walk and talk - speak to Alzheimers to see if something can be organised in your area for early onset dementia, you suddenly feel you are not alone and have someone to talk to going through the same as you. It helps having someone to talk to. Try reading 'hearing the person with dementia' by bernie McCarthy - gave me an insight on signs to look out for when communication becomes difficult. Don't despair and keep smiling!