Hello I'm new to this support group, having found it by chance on google.
My Dad Joe was diagnosed With Vascular Dementia and dysphasia about 2 months ago. He also has some sensory deprivation due to blindness in one eye (after a corneal transplant) and glaucoma in both eyes.
His symptoms started about 7 months ago, but I guess we were hoping for the best and put it down to 'old age'. He's 76.
I'm not sure what 'stage' he's at but Ill give you a brief summary:-
He knows who he is and who close friends and family are (when he can see them), he forgets people he has not seen for a long time until he's reminded who they are.
He can make decisions for himself if all the information is given to him, but will forget shortly after. He is still very clear about what he wants.
He becomes confused easily, and gets quite agitated with himself.
He hallucinates and sees people in his bungalow, then feels very embarassed when he's reassured and realises there's no-one there.
He is two weeks back home from Hospital after an 8 week assessment and is still trying to settle in. He has forgotten basic things like how to turn on the shower, but with repetition it seems to be coming back to him.
He is having a re-enablement team for 6 weeks.. 3 carers a day, breakfast lunch and tea time to prompt him with his HUGE quantities of eyedrops and a few tablets, and to prompt him and aid him in making a meal.
I live about 45 minutes away with my partner and 17 year old son. We all work full time. I don't drive but my partner does. I work nights. I'm currently spendig my days off driving up to Dad's doing shopping with him, going for walks, keeping him company etc. We've started looking for houses to rent nearer to Dad this week. I've applied for the attendace allowance today... goodness, there was a lot of paperwork! And also printed off the LPA forms ready to fill out.. the CPN suggested we do this quite soon, however, she did say that my Dad is still able to make his own decisions at the moment.
I feel a bit lost at the moment, I have 3 brothers, two of which live abroad and the 3rd I feel a bit let down by, he lives nearby and in the 8 weeks dad was in assessment he didnt visit once, he's been to visit once since he returned home.
My partner is an amazing support and I fear he's getting the brunt of my emotions at the moment. I can't stand to see my Dad so vulnerable and confused. It's so very sad when someone so strong and dependable becomes so scared and confused. I feel like I want to be with him and look after him every second.
I hate having to come home and leave him for work. I phone him several times a day and often he is agitated thinking there is someone in his bungalow, we go through a tour of the place while he's on the phone, then he gets embarassed to find there's noone really there.
He misplaced the receiver the other day and I could hear him explaining to 'someone' that he was right all along and I WAS coming to visit him tomorrow and that the carer will be here shortly so you better go home soon. He was alone. This distresses me.
He was originally admitted for assessment after he was found on the street looking for someone to help him get the people out of his bungalow because he was tired and wanted to go to bed.
I fear that he will do this again.. but not be so lucky with who finds him.. last time it was a passing social worker.
We have a weeks holiday booked for the 4th of August, booked last year, I so desperately need a break, but I am worried sick about leaving him. The CPN has told me to ring the social worker and they can maybe arrange for an extra night time visit just to check on him before bed. I've not slept more than 4 hours in one go for nearly three months, I feel shattered. Sometimes Dad can phone me up to 7 times a day.. also while I' at work, just for reassurance about when I'm visiting or if he has anything to do that day or if any nurses or carers or social workers etc are visiting that day. (He doesnt differentiate between the professions, he sees them all as nurses or doctors)I can't visit him thurs-su n ecause of work and travel.
He believes he is going to 'get over this' and recover. I tried to explain the dementia to no avail. Now I stick to 'memory problem'... he says 'what memory?' and starts laughing.
He still has his sense of humour and enjoys old comedy films (when he can work the dvd player).
He can be hard to understand to people who don't know him because of the dysphasia, I can usually understand him after we've had a few laughs at his use of wrong words for things, he finds it funny but I can see fear in his eyes at the same time.
I'm sorry for this post being so long but its helping me as I'm typing, I haven't talked to anyone about this apart from my partner.
I find myself feeling jealous when I see elderley people who still have capacity and quite angry that my wonderful Dad is losing his.
Anyway, I will stop rambling on for now. my eyes are red raw from crying!
I'm so happy I found this support group.
Going to view another house tomorrow, with 3 beds... then at least if I need to I can have Dad with me.... I don't know if its financially doable yet, but I'm going to look into it. At the moment we're like everyone else.. robbing Peter to pay Paul... blooming recession!!
Anyway, thanks for being here.
Lisa
My Dad Joe was diagnosed With Vascular Dementia and dysphasia about 2 months ago. He also has some sensory deprivation due to blindness in one eye (after a corneal transplant) and glaucoma in both eyes.
His symptoms started about 7 months ago, but I guess we were hoping for the best and put it down to 'old age'. He's 76.
I'm not sure what 'stage' he's at but Ill give you a brief summary:-
He knows who he is and who close friends and family are (when he can see them), he forgets people he has not seen for a long time until he's reminded who they are.
He can make decisions for himself if all the information is given to him, but will forget shortly after. He is still very clear about what he wants.
He becomes confused easily, and gets quite agitated with himself.
He hallucinates and sees people in his bungalow, then feels very embarassed when he's reassured and realises there's no-one there.
He is two weeks back home from Hospital after an 8 week assessment and is still trying to settle in. He has forgotten basic things like how to turn on the shower, but with repetition it seems to be coming back to him.
He is having a re-enablement team for 6 weeks.. 3 carers a day, breakfast lunch and tea time to prompt him with his HUGE quantities of eyedrops and a few tablets, and to prompt him and aid him in making a meal.
I live about 45 minutes away with my partner and 17 year old son. We all work full time. I don't drive but my partner does. I work nights. I'm currently spendig my days off driving up to Dad's doing shopping with him, going for walks, keeping him company etc. We've started looking for houses to rent nearer to Dad this week. I've applied for the attendace allowance today... goodness, there was a lot of paperwork! And also printed off the LPA forms ready to fill out.. the CPN suggested we do this quite soon, however, she did say that my Dad is still able to make his own decisions at the moment.
I feel a bit lost at the moment, I have 3 brothers, two of which live abroad and the 3rd I feel a bit let down by, he lives nearby and in the 8 weeks dad was in assessment he didnt visit once, he's been to visit once since he returned home.
My partner is an amazing support and I fear he's getting the brunt of my emotions at the moment. I can't stand to see my Dad so vulnerable and confused. It's so very sad when someone so strong and dependable becomes so scared and confused. I feel like I want to be with him and look after him every second.
I hate having to come home and leave him for work. I phone him several times a day and often he is agitated thinking there is someone in his bungalow, we go through a tour of the place while he's on the phone, then he gets embarassed to find there's noone really there.
He misplaced the receiver the other day and I could hear him explaining to 'someone' that he was right all along and I WAS coming to visit him tomorrow and that the carer will be here shortly so you better go home soon. He was alone. This distresses me.
He was originally admitted for assessment after he was found on the street looking for someone to help him get the people out of his bungalow because he was tired and wanted to go to bed.
I fear that he will do this again.. but not be so lucky with who finds him.. last time it was a passing social worker.
We have a weeks holiday booked for the 4th of August, booked last year, I so desperately need a break, but I am worried sick about leaving him. The CPN has told me to ring the social worker and they can maybe arrange for an extra night time visit just to check on him before bed. I've not slept more than 4 hours in one go for nearly three months, I feel shattered. Sometimes Dad can phone me up to 7 times a day.. also while I' at work, just for reassurance about when I'm visiting or if he has anything to do that day or if any nurses or carers or social workers etc are visiting that day. (He doesnt differentiate between the professions, he sees them all as nurses or doctors)I can't visit him thurs-su n ecause of work and travel.
He believes he is going to 'get over this' and recover. I tried to explain the dementia to no avail. Now I stick to 'memory problem'... he says 'what memory?' and starts laughing.
He still has his sense of humour and enjoys old comedy films (when he can work the dvd player).
He can be hard to understand to people who don't know him because of the dysphasia, I can usually understand him after we've had a few laughs at his use of wrong words for things, he finds it funny but I can see fear in his eyes at the same time.
I'm sorry for this post being so long but its helping me as I'm typing, I haven't talked to anyone about this apart from my partner.
I find myself feeling jealous when I see elderley people who still have capacity and quite angry that my wonderful Dad is losing his.
Anyway, I will stop rambling on for now. my eyes are red raw from crying!
I'm so happy I found this support group.
Going to view another house tomorrow, with 3 beds... then at least if I need to I can have Dad with me.... I don't know if its financially doable yet, but I'm going to look into it. At the moment we're like everyone else.. robbing Peter to pay Paul... blooming recession!!
Anyway, thanks for being here.
Lisa