Thank you for all your support. Today I took my husband back to the assessment hospital after a week s home leave, some of you know from my last post this has not worked and I have admitted defeat at my inability to deal with his disease, he is to be assessed for a nursing home from there and moved to there. I could not even walk him through the doors of the hospital this afternoon, I was so so broken at my weakness to be able to continue. I hope as I promised him today that their was a future, maybe a different future but something we can draw from. Unfortunately tonight I dont feel anything except heartbreak, betrayal and mourning.