Maggie
I've just read your posts and would like perhaps to put a different perspective on this. What you are doing for your mum, rather than something to feel guilty about, is in fact a selfless act. By making sure all her safety and nursing needs are met from within a care home by people who are qualified and there in sufficient numbers to provide the level of care that she needs, you are putting the needs of your mum before your own needs. You should not therefore feel guilty about doing this for your mum. You know that there is not the same level of support that can be carried out in your own home long term for all the reasons you have mentioned (hubby, adaptations, support from elsewhere in family etc) without some members of your family suffering.
What you could perhaps consider is not that anyone is letting your mum down, but that you have created the right environment whereby you can enjoy each other as a family and have quality time together whilst other "outsiders" do the more mundane work for you all in the background. You could consider the fact that if you tried to do all the work yourself from within your own home that the chances are that everyone will become tired and stressed and all of this would then impact eventually on your mum. The very person that you are trying to do your best for. In the carehome option, you can spend all your time focussing on your mum and doing things that bring a smile to her face and make her happy. If you look at the posts from people who have loved ones in care, you will notice that what becomes important, particularly as dementia progresses, is having the ability to let the dementia sufferer know that you are there, sit with them, help keep them calm, share their world, watch tv with them, whatever. This in itself takes time and patience and could never be achieved by someone who is run ragged doing all the other stuff that would be required if you're trying to do all the other aspects of caring at home.
From where i am sitting, I don't think you should being going down the guilt trip route. It is clear that your mum is the one that is important right now. But so are you, and your husband and family too. You will all need to remain healthy in order to continue to provide your mum with the attention she is going to need. So rather than see the CH as something bad, perhaps consider it to be a tool that lets you and the rest of your family give your mum the best combination of care possible for as long as she needs it. Overall, spending quality time with her is what will really count at the end of the day.
Fiona
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I've just read your posts and would like perhaps to put a different perspective on this. What you are doing for your mum, rather than something to feel guilty about, is in fact a selfless act. By making sure all her safety and nursing needs are met from within a care home by people who are qualified and there in sufficient numbers to provide the level of care that she needs, you are putting the needs of your mum before your own needs. You should not therefore feel guilty about doing this for your mum. You know that there is not the same level of support that can be carried out in your own home long term for all the reasons you have mentioned (hubby, adaptations, support from elsewhere in family etc) without some members of your family suffering.
What you could perhaps consider is not that anyone is letting your mum down, but that you have created the right environment whereby you can enjoy each other as a family and have quality time together whilst other "outsiders" do the more mundane work for you all in the background. You could consider the fact that if you tried to do all the work yourself from within your own home that the chances are that everyone will become tired and stressed and all of this would then impact eventually on your mum. The very person that you are trying to do your best for. In the carehome option, you can spend all your time focussing on your mum and doing things that bring a smile to her face and make her happy. If you look at the posts from people who have loved ones in care, you will notice that what becomes important, particularly as dementia progresses, is having the ability to let the dementia sufferer know that you are there, sit with them, help keep them calm, share their world, watch tv with them, whatever. This in itself takes time and patience and could never be achieved by someone who is run ragged doing all the other stuff that would be required if you're trying to do all the other aspects of caring at home.
From where i am sitting, I don't think you should being going down the guilt trip route. It is clear that your mum is the one that is important right now. But so are you, and your husband and family too. You will all need to remain healthy in order to continue to provide your mum with the attention she is going to need. So rather than see the CH as something bad, perhaps consider it to be a tool that lets you and the rest of your family give your mum the best combination of care possible for as long as she needs it. Overall, spending quality time with her is what will really count at the end of the day.
Fiona
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