So we got the call this morning. dad can go to the care home on monday.
"Do we want to take him?" "no" said I. Can't face that one,
I already feel as if I have farmed him out, or given him up for adoption, taking him would just add to my guilt
What if he hates it? what if he hates me? Will he ever forgive me?
Time will tell, I am so scared & when I most need a hug the one person in the world I would have gone to is no longer able to give me the comfort I crave
Who knew this would be so hard?
Why isn't there a training manual for this?
Maybe we should write one or did I miss the manual somewhere
Its true what they say " Be kind to your kids as they get to chose your nursing home" Good job dad was the best
oh well we will see what tomorrow bring
"Do we want to take him?" "no" said I. Can't face that one,
I already feel as if I have farmed him out, or given him up for adoption, taking him would just add to my guilt
What if he hates it? what if he hates me? Will he ever forgive me?
Time will tell, I am so scared & when I most need a hug the one person in the world I would have gone to is no longer able to give me the comfort I crave
Who knew this would be so hard?
Why isn't there a training manual for this?
Maybe we should write one or did I miss the manual somewhere
Its true what they say " Be kind to your kids as they get to chose your nursing home" Good job dad was the best
oh well we will see what tomorrow bring