my dad, who is 84, has had vascular dimentia for the last two years, i gave up a good job 2 years ago to look after him. he is being treated at a memory clinic and has been on aricept for the last 18 months or so. recently his condition has gotten worse, especially over the last 4 months. he has been verbaly abusive, seriously argumentative and his cognative reasoning has dwindled to nothing. i am his only carer, with no siblings to share the caring role. i have a young family of my own, very little income to support them and i am increasingly becoming more and more stressed, upset and more stressed. i feel i can no loger do everything i do for my dad. i love him so much but feel he is a burden, i feel ashamed of admiting it but that is how i feel. i have so many guilty thoughts every day and feel really low and desperate for a break, but feel so bad when i leave him. we are always arguing and i cant seem to keep calm in situations and always end up crying on my way home. i am feeling fed up, stressed, emotional and angry with him. to the outside world he seems a normal 84 year old man. he hides his condition very well from other people and i feel he is taking the mickey out of me.
any comments welcome good or bad.
any comments welcome good or bad.