Hi everyone
just a quick update, becouse of mums problems thinking that my dad is a stranger, weve had to have her admitted back to the EMI unit at the local hospital, she was getting herself so worked up and frightened we thought she might have another heart attack.
I feel so bad about this becouse she was doing so well and in her own way she was trying to be like "she was before" doing her hair and make up, she even did a bit of cooking under supervision though
when we took her to the hospital, she couldnt understand why we were leaving her there, she had tears in her eyes and it was like she was saying what have i done wrong,
its absolutley broke my heart this time worse than any time weve left her before,
but i know that if she had stayed at home with my dad things would have got much worse, she arrived at my house at 9.30pm wednesday night in such a state it took me for ever to calm her down and tell her that the man had left the house.
when i took her home my "dad" was back again and she told him off for going out and leaving her
were hoping that the break away from him might make her forget about this other man but were not holding our breath.
im afraid the guilt monster has brought his mates along with him this time
and im not sure i can fight them all.
take care all x
just a quick update, becouse of mums problems thinking that my dad is a stranger, weve had to have her admitted back to the EMI unit at the local hospital, she was getting herself so worked up and frightened we thought she might have another heart attack.
I feel so bad about this becouse she was doing so well and in her own way she was trying to be like "she was before" doing her hair and make up, she even did a bit of cooking under supervision though
when we took her to the hospital, she couldnt understand why we were leaving her there, she had tears in her eyes and it was like she was saying what have i done wrong,
its absolutley broke my heart this time worse than any time weve left her before,
but i know that if she had stayed at home with my dad things would have got much worse, she arrived at my house at 9.30pm wednesday night in such a state it took me for ever to calm her down and tell her that the man had left the house.
when i took her home my "dad" was back again and she told him off for going out and leaving her
were hoping that the break away from him might make her forget about this other man but were not holding our breath.
im afraid the guilt monster has brought his mates along with him this time
and im not sure i can fight them all.
take care all x
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