Update on respite
Hi everyone,
Well thanks to all your good advice I have done it.... respite is now booked from 18th August, 6 days before we fly to Spain, giving me the chance to wind down(if i can) get all the hysterics out of the way, because i know for sure that there will be some (on my part definitely ) pack the cases, get hysterical again, feel dreadful and so very very guilty..... then with all that out of the way I should be more than ready on the 24th to get on that plane (i hate flying though !) and leave it all behind and just look forward to 2 weeks peace and to enjoy quality time with my family.
I think that come the beginning of next week you could possibly be bombarded with threads from me as I am still very very apprehensive as yes Lin this is the first time we have taken respite, even though i know its the right thing to do I am sure I will go to pieces and need all my TP family. I apologise in advance.
Mums extremely confused again today and has packed a carrier bag, got her shoes and coat, tried to get the cat into a box to take "home" bless her, it breaks my heart, bet come the 18th she will refuse to budge !!! as she has an appointment with neurologist on the 17th, we are going to tell her that he has suggested she has a nice rest in a lovely place where they can monitor her medication .... she would point blank refuse to be put in "one of those homes" (her words). CPN thinks this is a good idea - hope so.
Thank you all so much for everything. xxxxxxxxx