Thank you everybody for your kind replies- it's very comforting and I know how many of us have reached this point.
I'm having a day to relax today then I'm going over to Hammersmith tomorrow to pick up the death certificate, register it at Fulham and start arrangements for the funeral.
It will be a very small affair , mum will be cremated. Most of our family is in Cornwall - elderly and not able to come. That's OK because I really feel that I said my goodbyes yesterday.
However, I am going to organise a celebration dinner in my half term in October down in Cornwall so that everyone who knew and loved Joyce can come and celebrate.
My plans for her ashes are a bit controversial. My mum loved fashion, diamonds and daffodils. So I have decided that when I feel ready I will have her ashes turned into a diamond. I will set her diamond into a gold daffodil brooch so that sometimes when we are going somewhere fun or beautiful I can pin on the brooch and take her with me!. I can't bear the thought of her ashes being scattered or being alone in a cemetery ( my personal opinion).
I'm also going to purchase a plaque in Grasmere church's Daffodil garden so that when we go up there each February we can go and visit.
A lot to get through but I do feel at peace and so glad that she's not suffering anymore.
Love Tarika