Very hard for you dear Sylvia. While acknowledging that, not minimising it in any way.....just wondering if I might look at any positives there are?
You now get more time for uninterrupted sleep. You are finding new ways to occupy and feed yourself. You have more time for your family, esp grandson. Your back is safe. Dhiren is safe. Already you find you could not have coped with mobility issues. Spring & Summer are coming. You are at the start of a journey of learning to look after & nourish your own health.
Is it possible to see this from his viewpoint - you come - this has attractive possibilities - more attention, requests being met immediately, food more exactly to his liking, someone there at 2 minutes notice 24/7. Does he express these views when you are not there? Very doubtful. Is he content in between visits - there is ample evidence that he is e.g. from how well he seems, & what the staff report.
Like in the early days of dementia you have to choose to get on with the new stage (what I am learning to do because there is no choice) - you can make the choice to expect these sad comments and manage them, channel them.
I guess the compassionate communication might come in handy - I can't fill in all the gaps but something like this??
`I`m so tired.`.............so you didn't sleep well last night?
`I`m not well`.......I'm very sorry to hear that
`This is not the right place for me`.......there is something not right about this place?
`This place is full of riff raff`.......what I love about you is your intelligence and breeding and the talents you have......
`I`d like to stay with you for 30 weeks`........thank you for showing how much you love me from what you say
I've no idea if anything I've said may help - but I wish I could do this kind of thing better myself!! I pray some tiny thing here may help, love, Sue xox
You now get more time for uninterrupted sleep. You are finding new ways to occupy and feed yourself. You have more time for your family, esp grandson. Your back is safe. Dhiren is safe. Already you find you could not have coped with mobility issues. Spring & Summer are coming. You are at the start of a journey of learning to look after & nourish your own health.
Is it possible to see this from his viewpoint - you come - this has attractive possibilities - more attention, requests being met immediately, food more exactly to his liking, someone there at 2 minutes notice 24/7. Does he express these views when you are not there? Very doubtful. Is he content in between visits - there is ample evidence that he is e.g. from how well he seems, & what the staff report.
Like in the early days of dementia you have to choose to get on with the new stage (what I am learning to do because there is no choice) - you can make the choice to expect these sad comments and manage them, channel them.
I guess the compassionate communication might come in handy - I can't fill in all the gaps but something like this??
`I`m so tired.`.............so you didn't sleep well last night?
`I`m not well`.......I'm very sorry to hear that
`This is not the right place for me`.......there is something not right about this place?
`This place is full of riff raff`.......what I love about you is your intelligence and breeding and the talents you have......
`I`d like to stay with you for 30 weeks`........thank you for showing how much you love me from what you say
I've no idea if anything I've said may help - but I wish I could do this kind of thing better myself!! I pray some tiny thing here may help, love, Sue xox