Hello everyone
I am not doing well in trying to cope with my mum. I am finding it hard to see what is the dementia and what is mum just being her usual spiteful self.
She has always been very critical and for years said dreadfully hurtful things to me and my children but now with this illness the verbal cruelty is much worse and seems even more calculated.
I find myself getting more and more upset and end up thinking I never want to see her again. This doesn't last as I feel so guilty and so sorry for her but I can't seem to do the right thing.
At about 1pm on Christmas Day she insisted on going back to her own home, two hours away and could not be persuaded out of this. I ended up taking her and all the food, my children,the dogs etc to her place and had Christmas there. I can't make out whether this behaviour is more of the usual way she goes on that is making life as difficult as possible and claiming that she is a victim and how horrible her family are or whether it is because of the illness.
My siblings have not contacted mum at all and my sister texted me to tell me to sort Christmas out, they had plans. I always have mum anyway as they all don't want her. I am doing my best but I just feel so bad as I don't seem able to do the right thing by her. She doesn't seem to know what she wants and whatever I do it is the wrong thing. But this is not new.
Trouble is it is not just this year after diagnosis with Alzheimers...it is every day, every year as far back as I can remember, mum has ruined everything. I have been trying to make her happy for so long and nothing helps. Now she has this illness and it is all so much worse.
Now mum is in her own home alone again and I am two hours away. She won't accept a carer and insists to everyone she is ok but then complains to her friends and neighbours that noone is looking after her....I just don't know what to do.
Ellayne
I am not doing well in trying to cope with my mum. I am finding it hard to see what is the dementia and what is mum just being her usual spiteful self.
She has always been very critical and for years said dreadfully hurtful things to me and my children but now with this illness the verbal cruelty is much worse and seems even more calculated.
I find myself getting more and more upset and end up thinking I never want to see her again. This doesn't last as I feel so guilty and so sorry for her but I can't seem to do the right thing.
At about 1pm on Christmas Day she insisted on going back to her own home, two hours away and could not be persuaded out of this. I ended up taking her and all the food, my children,the dogs etc to her place and had Christmas there. I can't make out whether this behaviour is more of the usual way she goes on that is making life as difficult as possible and claiming that she is a victim and how horrible her family are or whether it is because of the illness.
My siblings have not contacted mum at all and my sister texted me to tell me to sort Christmas out, they had plans. I always have mum anyway as they all don't want her. I am doing my best but I just feel so bad as I don't seem able to do the right thing by her. She doesn't seem to know what she wants and whatever I do it is the wrong thing. But this is not new.
Trouble is it is not just this year after diagnosis with Alzheimers...it is every day, every year as far back as I can remember, mum has ruined everything. I have been trying to make her happy for so long and nothing helps. Now she has this illness and it is all so much worse.
Now mum is in her own home alone again and I am two hours away. She won't accept a carer and insists to everyone she is ok but then complains to her friends and neighbours that noone is looking after her....I just don't know what to do.
Ellayne