Hello
I am a new member to this site and am really hoping that someone out there might have some advice. For some time my whole family have been in a permanent state of worry and concern.
The dilemma is as follows.
My mother was diagnosed with a mix of Alzheimers and vascular dementia a few years ago. Until about a year ago she was managing to live at home with the support of my father and other family members. However, my father is quite frail himself as he has Parkinsons and has deteriorated quite rapidly over the last few years. My brother and I therefore helped them to move to a kind of semi-supported but independendent flat in October last year (2007). Very sadly, my mother interpreted the move as a complete betrayal by the people she loved. For many months she told everyone how her daughter(me!)had pushed her down the stairs and put her in a car and taken her to this awful place that she says (virtually every day) that she hates. One year on and with low blood pressure causing a fall and a traumatic spell in hospital she has shown further decline. She is now having problems dressing and washing and is not really able to take in information or articulate very clearly either her thoughts or feelings. However, based on observation, she seems increasingly fearful and suspicious. When I tried to coax her into having a bath at my brother's place this weekend she became absolutely distraught saying she didn't know where she was or where I was taking her and implying she didn't trust me. She was in tears for quite a while (as was I...).
My brother and other family members have reached the point where we think she needs to move to a more supported Alzheimer's care home as in most ways she is no longer able to function in the normal world and therefore it seems cruel to keep her here. My Dad is very reluctant to give up caring for her but is beginning to accept the argument that maybe she needs to be with people like herself, that she will be able to relate to them more easily and they will provide the right level of stimulus.
At the moment we have been told that she is under constant pressure from trying to understand and operate in what to her is now a very confusing and disorienting environment. But we are also really worried that by moving her we will destroy the already fragile trust she has in us. We are particularly worried that she might see her husband, daughter and son, who she loves very much and is very attached to, as rejecting her and putting her into another awful place. We couldn't bear it if the move emotionally scars her so that that is the predominant emotion in her final years.
We are also worried that the move will trigger further decline and she may completely disconnect from us. On the other hand we have been advised by professionals that she will settle after a few days and that this is now the right environment. But will she? Or will she just go into a catatonic state out of despair and sadness?
Does anyone have an experience of what a move does to people with Alzheimer's - particularly on an emotional level - and how it affects their relationship with family. We would be so grateful for any advice.
BW
Caroline
I am a new member to this site and am really hoping that someone out there might have some advice. For some time my whole family have been in a permanent state of worry and concern.
The dilemma is as follows.
My mother was diagnosed with a mix of Alzheimers and vascular dementia a few years ago. Until about a year ago she was managing to live at home with the support of my father and other family members. However, my father is quite frail himself as he has Parkinsons and has deteriorated quite rapidly over the last few years. My brother and I therefore helped them to move to a kind of semi-supported but independendent flat in October last year (2007). Very sadly, my mother interpreted the move as a complete betrayal by the people she loved. For many months she told everyone how her daughter(me!)had pushed her down the stairs and put her in a car and taken her to this awful place that she says (virtually every day) that she hates. One year on and with low blood pressure causing a fall and a traumatic spell in hospital she has shown further decline. She is now having problems dressing and washing and is not really able to take in information or articulate very clearly either her thoughts or feelings. However, based on observation, she seems increasingly fearful and suspicious. When I tried to coax her into having a bath at my brother's place this weekend she became absolutely distraught saying she didn't know where she was or where I was taking her and implying she didn't trust me. She was in tears for quite a while (as was I...).
My brother and other family members have reached the point where we think she needs to move to a more supported Alzheimer's care home as in most ways she is no longer able to function in the normal world and therefore it seems cruel to keep her here. My Dad is very reluctant to give up caring for her but is beginning to accept the argument that maybe she needs to be with people like herself, that she will be able to relate to them more easily and they will provide the right level of stimulus.
At the moment we have been told that she is under constant pressure from trying to understand and operate in what to her is now a very confusing and disorienting environment. But we are also really worried that by moving her we will destroy the already fragile trust she has in us. We are particularly worried that she might see her husband, daughter and son, who she loves very much and is very attached to, as rejecting her and putting her into another awful place. We couldn't bear it if the move emotionally scars her so that that is the predominant emotion in her final years.
We are also worried that the move will trigger further decline and she may completely disconnect from us. On the other hand we have been advised by professionals that she will settle after a few days and that this is now the right environment. But will she? Or will she just go into a catatonic state out of despair and sadness?
Does anyone have an experience of what a move does to people with Alzheimer's - particularly on an emotional level - and how it affects their relationship with family. We would be so grateful for any advice.
BW
Caroline