Big possiblility of my mother going to a home next year as I dont think I can keep going anymore. I dont think I have another year in me.This year broke me to be honest.
This has scared me though. I jsut cant seem to see a future for myself-where do I go, what do I do?I feel I have nothing to offer in terms of work but also to any chance of a relationship. Caring has taken over my life and I didnt take care of myself.How do I expect someone to be interested in me or the chance of work. Ive done alot in terms of caring but that doesnt really matter in terms of work unless I join a carer agency but I dont think I could do that straight away. I would need to take a huge break from that I would think.
Its been so hard for years and its not going to be easy for a long time yet.Its scary
This has scared me though. I jsut cant seem to see a future for myself-where do I go, what do I do?I feel I have nothing to offer in terms of work but also to any chance of a relationship. Caring has taken over my life and I didnt take care of myself.How do I expect someone to be interested in me or the chance of work. Ive done alot in terms of caring but that doesnt really matter in terms of work unless I join a carer agency but I dont think I could do that straight away. I would need to take a huge break from that I would think.
Its been so hard for years and its not going to be easy for a long time yet.Its scary