Hello, I'm a new member & just registered. I've often browsed the forum & sought some comfort from the fact that others out there face similar issues as I am. I thought it's about time to introduce myself & my mum but why now? Well Mum, 84, has recently gone into a care home on a trial basis and to be honest I feel mighty guilty about it all - even though I know she cannot cope on her own and I cannot provide the day to day care she needs. Of course she thinks everything is fine & that she does all her own cooking & shopping and so on. There is very little alternative to a care home in my opinion, mum has refused all help from social services other than a grudging acceptance of meals on wheels. I feel I've let her down by putting in a care home, I know it wouldn't be her choice, but the positives out weigh the negatives so why the guilt? She'll be cared for day to day, I'll probably see her more as I won't be running the errands etc, other family will see her more, she won't be wandering the streets lost & being picked up by the police day and night. A care home all makes sense, so why the guilt or is that more about me than about her I wonder? I guess it is. I've just written a cheque for 2 weeks at the home, here am I spending my mum's money (and a heck of a lot of it) on something she doesn't want, but that's what its there for - to take care of her. That's what my dad (deceased) would've wanted surely.
I feel better for writing, or rambling! If any one out there has any words they can offer please feel free. There's plenty more info I could provide to clarify what we've been dealing with. I hope these feeling pass as if my mum settles in to the care home there are so many positives, but its impossible to reason this with her.
I'm due to take her for another clinical assessment as to date there has been no formal diagnosis of her condition or behaviour.
With best regards - R
I feel better for writing, or rambling! If any one out there has any words they can offer please feel free. There's plenty more info I could provide to clarify what we've been dealing with. I hope these feeling pass as if my mum settles in to the care home there are so many positives, but its impossible to reason this with her.
I'm due to take her for another clinical assessment as to date there has been no formal diagnosis of her condition or behaviour.
With best regards - R