I'm supposed to be taking mum to visit local ageuk day centre this afternoon, mum has said a few times would try it but also is nervous and scared about it and often backtracks about going and has put off going.
Her main reasons for not going is she will get lost and not find it.
She has never had much sense of direction and never liked going to new places as worried will get lost. Also she is scared of going on buses alone. She stopped getting the bus on her own to my house last year, and would only get a bus to town from her stop where every bus goes same way. Then in january this year she stopped doing that and wouldn't go on bus at all. In last couple of months she has caught bus with me but thats it. To be honest I wouldn't want her to catch them alone as she would no doubt get lost. I have told her I will take her in a taxi and pick her up and if after a while she feels comfortable she could get community transport that pick her up n drop her at door.
Her answers to that are you can't keep doing that its not fair on you. I explain I am here with her full time at minute so getting a taxi with her to day centre and then gettin some time to go home or do something myself is actually better than now when I cant do that because with her 24/7. So then says well you'll go home sometime and then you'd have keep coming back here to take me there. So I mention community transport but she says but I dont know them.
Her other reason and this is I think the main reason, is shes scared. She is shy and not good with strangers and doesnt know how to talk to people. Mum is quite an opinionated person, quite bossy and likes things her own way but also is very self conscious and has little self confidence, she's always been like that but it has got worse in last couple of years since alzheimer symptoms started.
Unfortunately I am the same and can totally understand her fear of going to a centre full of strangers and people who probably have been going for a while and already know each other. I am dreading it too.
To be honest I am very tempted to give in to me and mums fears and not bother going. I am dreading having to talk to staff about it and will no doubt say something silly or miss something important as I usually do cos I am so nervous.
I'm worrying about what we'll do there will they just show us round tell us bit bout it or just let us in and expect us to sit and join in and ask questions.
How will I talk to other day centre members if they talk to us as I never know what to say either and also I'll be worrying about mum if shes ok and if she says something nasty. She has tendency to blurt things out. At care home visit she said in reception am not coming here they all look 106 right in front of two residents.
Even ordering and getting a taxi and having to talk to them freaks me out a bit. We caught taxis a few weeks ago to doctors for mums b12 injections and I hated it. Its also stressful getting mum out of house with her endless rounds of door checking and then all through the journey asking me have i locked doors and wheres my keys so we usualky arrive stressed out which is not best way to start another stressful situation.
I'm a total wimp and I'm pretty sure mum won't like day centre anyway so I feel like why put us through it. I know why, its the slight chance mum will agree to go and might actually get sonething good out if it and I might get a few hours off. Thats why I have talked to GP, SW, OT, memory nurse, carer support worker etc for mum in hope of helping her but so far feel like not done good job with any of it
Her main reasons for not going is she will get lost and not find it.
She has never had much sense of direction and never liked going to new places as worried will get lost. Also she is scared of going on buses alone. She stopped getting the bus on her own to my house last year, and would only get a bus to town from her stop where every bus goes same way. Then in january this year she stopped doing that and wouldn't go on bus at all. In last couple of months she has caught bus with me but thats it. To be honest I wouldn't want her to catch them alone as she would no doubt get lost. I have told her I will take her in a taxi and pick her up and if after a while she feels comfortable she could get community transport that pick her up n drop her at door.
Her answers to that are you can't keep doing that its not fair on you. I explain I am here with her full time at minute so getting a taxi with her to day centre and then gettin some time to go home or do something myself is actually better than now when I cant do that because with her 24/7. So then says well you'll go home sometime and then you'd have keep coming back here to take me there. So I mention community transport but she says but I dont know them.
Her other reason and this is I think the main reason, is shes scared. She is shy and not good with strangers and doesnt know how to talk to people. Mum is quite an opinionated person, quite bossy and likes things her own way but also is very self conscious and has little self confidence, she's always been like that but it has got worse in last couple of years since alzheimer symptoms started.
Unfortunately I am the same and can totally understand her fear of going to a centre full of strangers and people who probably have been going for a while and already know each other. I am dreading it too.
To be honest I am very tempted to give in to me and mums fears and not bother going. I am dreading having to talk to staff about it and will no doubt say something silly or miss something important as I usually do cos I am so nervous.
I'm worrying about what we'll do there will they just show us round tell us bit bout it or just let us in and expect us to sit and join in and ask questions.
How will I talk to other day centre members if they talk to us as I never know what to say either and also I'll be worrying about mum if shes ok and if she says something nasty. She has tendency to blurt things out. At care home visit she said in reception am not coming here they all look 106 right in front of two residents.
Even ordering and getting a taxi and having to talk to them freaks me out a bit. We caught taxis a few weeks ago to doctors for mums b12 injections and I hated it. Its also stressful getting mum out of house with her endless rounds of door checking and then all through the journey asking me have i locked doors and wheres my keys so we usualky arrive stressed out which is not best way to start another stressful situation.
I'm a total wimp and I'm pretty sure mum won't like day centre anyway so I feel like why put us through it. I know why, its the slight chance mum will agree to go and might actually get sonething good out if it and I might get a few hours off. Thats why I have talked to GP, SW, OT, memory nurse, carer support worker etc for mum in hope of helping her but so far feel like not done good job with any of it
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