My brother and his wife went to see Mum yesterday afternoon. He reported to me that they were greatly encouraged and had a totally different experience to the one I had. They only stayed half an hour and sat with her on the middle floor (for people in early stages) in the small coffee area. I don’t know if she was in hostess mode or not. They reported that there had been no ill effects from the paracetamol, that she was looking clean and presentable and she had volunteered to them that the people here are nice and she likes having them around her all of the time. The only thing she was constantly critical of was “ they don’t quite know how to do things right here so I have to show them”. There is a rack of hats down there so they had a great time trying on sombreros and fezzes and others.
The senior care assistant on duty said that the reason she had been dishevelled when I saw on Saturday was because she refused to allow them to help her wash and dress but yesterday she had accepted it and had a “full wash” and clean clothes on. I used to have to help her with dressing some mornings so I can only assume she is only just beginning to trust them like she trusted me - small beginnings but a start nonetheless.
The carer also said that the preoccupation with showing them how to do things is a common method for new residents to work out their place in the new environment and it will pass.
Thank you to everyone who commented on the wandering in the corridor. It is a comfort to know.
I had an absolutely appalling day yesterday. Heart pounding, pain in the chest, loss of appetite, limbic system on red alert so tinnitus at full volume, muscles tight and adrenaline flowing yet so down in the dumps that I could hardly move off the sofa to eat or go to the loo (possibly too much information here). Just incredible, insurmountable sadness. Today I have to really get my act together.
So lessons learned: keep visits short, take her somewhere other than her communal lounge to be able to distract her with something new, let her find her own way to fit in, expect ups and downs, realise it will take time for us ALL to make sense of this new reality, trust the carers and stop expecting them to provide the 121 care I provided. I have agreed with my brother to not go in on my own for a while although I may try and go with him on Thursday afternoon (he is going alone on Tuesday) as she seems to react differently to each of us - will she react with positivity as she does with my big brother or with relief that I have come to take her home as she does with her trusted and dedicated carer (me)? I have fingers, eyes and hot buns all crossed that it is the former.
The senior care assistant on duty said that the reason she had been dishevelled when I saw on Saturday was because she refused to allow them to help her wash and dress but yesterday she had accepted it and had a “full wash” and clean clothes on. I used to have to help her with dressing some mornings so I can only assume she is only just beginning to trust them like she trusted me - small beginnings but a start nonetheless.
The carer also said that the preoccupation with showing them how to do things is a common method for new residents to work out their place in the new environment and it will pass.
Thank you to everyone who commented on the wandering in the corridor. It is a comfort to know.
I had an absolutely appalling day yesterday. Heart pounding, pain in the chest, loss of appetite, limbic system on red alert so tinnitus at full volume, muscles tight and adrenaline flowing yet so down in the dumps that I could hardly move off the sofa to eat or go to the loo (possibly too much information here). Just incredible, insurmountable sadness. Today I have to really get my act together.
So lessons learned: keep visits short, take her somewhere other than her communal lounge to be able to distract her with something new, let her find her own way to fit in, expect ups and downs, realise it will take time for us ALL to make sense of this new reality, trust the carers and stop expecting them to provide the 121 care I provided. I have agreed with my brother to not go in on my own for a while although I may try and go with him on Thursday afternoon (he is going alone on Tuesday) as she seems to react differently to each of us - will she react with positivity as she does with my big brother or with relief that I have come to take her home as she does with her trusted and dedicated carer (me)? I have fingers, eyes and hot buns all crossed that it is the former.