Hello fellow ex -journeymen,
Hope things are not too bad for all.
Got a few questions for you. Generally feeling ok stressed about flights but know that will be sorted tomorrow, hopefully! !
The funeral will be w/c 21st Oct. No date yet.dad is doing the registration, looking at a plots & seeing F. D. tomorrow.
I feel bothered that I'm not worse? At my uncles cremation in Feb i was a basket case and cried for the whole sevice. I don't want this to happen again with mum. How can I help myself? It was the longest 45mims in my life. It is going to be in the local church and therefore longer?? *****!! More people probably. Uncle's only 12.
I also want to see mum .I wasn't there for her at the end and wanted to be. feel I owe her. Hubby doesn't understand and thinks it is a bad idea. My worry is that I will have a really bad experience and it'll give me problems at the funeral or later.
Any advice would be much appreciated. Sorry for the ramblings
Suexx
Hope things are not too bad for all.
Got a few questions for you. Generally feeling ok stressed about flights but know that will be sorted tomorrow, hopefully! !
The funeral will be w/c 21st Oct. No date yet.dad is doing the registration, looking at a plots & seeing F. D. tomorrow.
I feel bothered that I'm not worse? At my uncles cremation in Feb i was a basket case and cried for the whole sevice. I don't want this to happen again with mum. How can I help myself? It was the longest 45mims in my life. It is going to be in the local church and therefore longer?? *****!! More people probably. Uncle's only 12.
I also want to see mum .I wasn't there for her at the end and wanted to be. feel I owe her. Hubby doesn't understand and thinks it is a bad idea. My worry is that I will have a really bad experience and it'll give me problems at the funeral or later.
Any advice would be much appreciated. Sorry for the ramblings
Suexx