So, I've come back from my weekly visit to see my mother. Since her diagnosis in February she has gone from a still active 86 year young lady still living at home with a little help and carers going in to a frail old lady in a residential home hardly able to walk and unable to have a conversation. Eating about as much as a sparrow would and sleeping.
Today's visit was the hardest one so far. When I woke her up from from her slumber I was greeted with 'Who is that?' 'I'm your son' I had to say. This cruel heartless disease seems to have nearly taken my mother away from me. The day I have regretted coming but on the other hand have been waiting for. This disease isn't progressing slowly moving from a gentle trot to a canter. I know there are good days and bad days and perhaps she will recognise me next time I visit but the first time is such a shock to the system.
Today's visit was the hardest one so far. When I woke her up from from her slumber I was greeted with 'Who is that?' 'I'm your son' I had to say. This cruel heartless disease seems to have nearly taken my mother away from me. The day I have regretted coming but on the other hand have been waiting for. This disease isn't progressing slowly moving from a gentle trot to a canter. I know there are good days and bad days and perhaps she will recognise me next time I visit but the first time is such a shock to the system.