Hello
@AnnetteW1959,
I used to be a regular on TP as my mother lived with me, hubby and our children for a number of years before mum went to live in a nursing home and then passed away only a few months later.
Your post resonated with me. Mum was also obsessed with me, needed to be with me all her waking hours, critical of me (hair, driving skills, wearing jeans, children ...you get the picture), jealous and rude towards my husband .. etc. Mum did attend a day centre one day a week earlier in her dementia journey which really helped me. Then it stopped and I became depressed, being the sole carer for mum and isolated from hubby and kids despite of us all living under the same roof.
Counselling would not have worked, as Beate says how would I have been able to receive counselling when mum was always next to me?. Angry if I wasn't. Unbelievably nasty to my children if they were asked to spend time distracting her if I was busy with something else? Indeed I didn't go to the dentist for 2 years, neglecting my own health, as the logistics of it all were just too complex and exhausting to even contemplate.
I am not sure that introducing a day centre to your dad would be a sucess in your case, your dad sounds so entrenched in his "routine" .
Respite was the answer for a couple of years until things got to "the line in the sand" stage of my caring responsibilities...mums needs outweighed her wants, I was broken and she went to live permanently in a care home.
Respite stays in a local home worked very well. Mum stayed 4 or 5 times over 2 years or so. Usually for 2 weeks or so, any less wouldn't have worked, it took me a week to "pick myself up" and then another week to relax, read a book, go out for the day and so on. I didn't go to visit mum during these stays, my anxiety, mums confussion and bitter anger would have certainly destroyed the benefit. Some homes are not able to guarantee a respite booking, ours wasn't either so I only had one foreign holiday mini-break...I was heavily insured in case the home cancelled mum's respite stay and the holiday had to be cancelled, more stress.
Getting mum into the home for each respite stay was always traumatic and one one occassion she refused to leave the car, so at the advice of the care home manager I readily agreed to "hide" in an office and leave them to coax her from the car...it took over 2 hours and was heartbreaking. I would do it again though.
In conclussion my advice would be to look into respite for your Dad.
I really feel for you and your mum, don't let the hard work, exhaustion and relentlessness of it all compound any depression creeping in.
Best wishes, Hair Twiddler.